To my son

To you my son, I will do everything just to make you happy.
When you come into this world, I didnt know what to do. I never touched
nor hold such baby as cute as you. You're the one who taught me a lot of things.
Things I never imagine that I could do. You taught me how to be patient in all
sorts of things. How thankful I am when GOD sent you to become a new member of
our family. You made us happy and made our lives more meaningful. Now that you are
here, there is nothing in this world that I could possibly wish for. Because you are the baby that
I wished for. You made us forget all our worries and strife. You melt our heart and bring us joy.
Thank you for coming into our lives.

Amazing Joy!

Oh tiny little angel, so cute and helpless. So tiny yet never shy. When you need something you just open your mouth and cry. When I look at you now I just cant believe what i see, you look back smile at me. You are just smiling and I was so scared. Scared at what kind of mother will I be. But you taught me how to be patient. You taught me everything a mother should know. And I thank you for that. We thank you for coming into this world. Welcome our tiny little angel.

It's a BOY!

At last we really did it! Im finally having a baby boy. I just had my ultrasound last Tuesday and am very happy to say that the baby is healthy. Everything is normal according to my doctor. Im very happy to hear that coming from the doctor. My husband is very excited that he just had fever after finding that out. He was really sick at that time though but he was with me at the time of everything.

I already have a name for my baby. And do you what it is? Well, since we've tried having a baby ever since, I will name him right after his dad. JOHNYL BAHIAN CASINO JR. Unique name is'nt it? My husband has no choice but to agree with it.

My mom cant wait for me to give birth. She said that she cant wait if the baby will look like me or my husband's. Its very funny because my mom still has all my baby clothes. Sad to say that my baby wont be able to wear my baby clothes. It would'nt be nice to see my baby wearing my clothes especially during christening.

Month of May is nearly approaching and honestly I'm a bit scared and at the same time excited. I'm scared because this will be my first time and I really don't know the feeling of giving birth. Excited cause there will be a sixth family member in the house.

My husband wants more kids. He said that we will be having a dozen. I dont know if its true or he is just being silly. As for me, I want one more and I hope that it would be girl this time. I want it to be a girl and a boy. Two is definitely enough for me, I dont know about my husband's. Well, this will be a moment to remember and we definitely looking forward to it.