Im Gonna Be A Future MOM

I'm so excited this coming May, its really one of my biggest changes in my entire life. It is the month of my labor because I am already a future mom and that will really make my life colorful. I always dreamed of becoming a mom, what does it take of becoming a good mom? I really don't have the idea all I know is that I will be the best mom of this baby. I will take good care of her/him because we don't know if its a boy or a girl. I really want to make it as a surprise but what the heck...

I want to be prepared for the things that I will need when my birthing that's why me and my husband has scheduled an ultrasound this December. I really dont care if its a boy or a girl all I know is that we've been trying to conceived by almost a year now. Now that were having a baby Im so thrilled and excited if the look will be like me or my husband's. I dont want my baby to be like me when he/she will grow up cause I know my past and its not that good. When it comes to my parents Im not always as obedient.

I wanted my baby to grow up to be the kindest person he/she can be. I'm on my 2nd trimester now and its really a big adjustment for me. All the food that you eat should be the best for the baby, every morning my husband wants me to drink a glass of milk every morning and every night before sleeping. I really don't like to drink the milk but I know it is for my baby and really I dont have a choice but to drink. My husband is so excited that he always want to touch my belly and make sure that I'm always as comfortable of the clothes that I wear everyday, especially checking if there is enough food in the fridge. He always makes me breakfast and lunch and making sure that I always eat my dinner because he can no longer prepare it, he is at work at dinner time. My pregnancy is really unexpected because after a year I give up hope because my husband thought that he barren, he did not loses hope though. He always said that it will come sooner or later and I supported him for that. So we decide to get married without knowing that at the day of marriage I was 2 months pregnant already.

We found out at the day of our honeymoon that I was pregnant. My husband brought a pregnancy test all the way to our honeymoon to check why I was 2 months delayed and got sick every single day. The day after our honeymoon he used the pregnancy test kit to check if I am really pregnant and after three minutes of waiting the two bars showed that I was pregnant.

We were so excited, my parents after they have heard the news give advices on which not and what to do. So I was destined to be a future mom after all, thanks to my wonderful husband for not giving up hope, thanks to my family for always supporting me all the way and especially thanks to God for answering our prayers.

Story of him

I once was a very desperate girl. I never thought that my life would be colorful because of him. It all started when I met him in an office, very cliché I know. From the moment I saw him I knew I found him. Why? because he’s the only one who make me feel that way.

He is all I ever dreamed of. Tall, handsome, gentleman, all of the characteristics I dream of a man. It all started the day he stepped out the door and greeted me good afternoon outside the office. He was bringing with him a piece of paper and run downstairs I don’t know where he went.

Day passed by and I almost forgot about the way he looked. That’s just me, when I really really like someone I will soon forgot about the way they look. Then suddenly the most unexpected thing happened that day. I stepped inside his office cause I thought I was late and there he was in front of the desk playing his game boy and then he offered me a seat. I was so nervous that day cause I didn’t think I would see him again. Until we had a conversation and I was fond talking to him cause he is very easy to talk to, we’ve talk like there was no tomorrow without knowing people are getting in but still we continued the conversation. After that unexpected day begun we all went home and went our separate ways and believe me that was very sad.

Until my phone rang and got the message that said how he enjoyed my company. I ignored and never care about replying cause I don’t want him to think that am just easy. And then one afternoon he went downstairs to eat lunch and saw me with another guy. Well actually that was my boyfriend. . .

Yes, I had a boyfriend that day but that was all a waste cause I was never so sure about my feelings and especially my future with him. He’s just not the man I prayed for. The next morning he asked me if that was my boyfriend and I of course denied it. He was so pleased about what I said.

After that afternoon, he visited me in my house with his friend at 12am. I was asleep and was not prepared at all cause that was really unexpected. I was worried that my boyfriend would know about him.

Weeks passed by when he visited me many times after his work and that the same week when my boyfriend knew I had another man in my life and that almost killed him. He didn’t know what to do with me and so he confronted him and said that he loved me and he will die for me.

But I was brave enough to say to my boyfriend that I don’t love him anymore and I fell in love with someone. And like a man he respected it and moved on.

I was very happy and satisfied and contented about what happened despite the man I’ve hurt was the man I was with for almost 6 years.

Road to SELF - discovery

Have you ever heard it said you can be your best friend or your worst enemy? How is this possible? I've read of the book and it said that when you take good care of yourself then you are your friend. Well I agree with that. I always take good care of myself. I try to make sure that I look pretty or always groomed because we might not know what we'll run into right? But when you do not take care of yourself or your welfare, then you are an enemy to yourself. Is this really possible?

Personality is a word that is used to refer to a person which distinguishes him from another. I know that you hear someone saying that you have a "strong personality" another has a "weak personality".

What is personality? What is your personality? Everyone or each one of us has a very unique personality. It is what makes one different from the other one. Personality includes the way your body functions, the way your body grows. It includes your intelligence, your emotions, the habits and attitudes that make you act as you do. Your personality is affected by the people you know, the things you do, your studies, the way you face life and what it has to offer. Personality can grow and can develop too.

The growth, development of personality depends much on the individual itself meaning it merely depends on you. well, as an individual you have to study yourself so that your personality will grow, develop, and improved. What I can advice to all people is that they need to find out the person they are today so that they will be able to see the person they will become.